It is always good to know what others think about you. I mean it is good to see how others are seeing you, what you are like, how do you behave, your personalities etc. We at PETRONAS are having this LBVF thingy. LBVF is Leadership Behaviour Values and 'the-F-err-I-don't-remember'. This is not just for fun. This is counted for evaluation and rating of your performance. The colleagues and superior are judging and evaluating you and as return you gonna judge them as well from rating 1 to 4. Mcm GPA lah. Tapi terbalik, 4 here is the worst, 1 is the best. Goosebumps.
So here the story is, I got to know my LBVF marks already and sigh~ it is not good. Well, that is expected. I know I am not giving my 100% at work. I don't fancy my work anyway, that's why. The passion is not there..yet. However, I think I am developing though since I am trying to accept thing as it is. The not so good marks of course came from my superior. My superior is a Senior Manager. Structure wise, I am the only one reporting under him. The only staff working under him ok and Executive pulak tuu some more. Bullshit kan. Dah la I ni baru. Muda. Hensem plak tu.
Of course la his expectation is like tinggiii. Me is sad but what to do.. Need to gear up to his expectation. Comments I got from him, "He needs to be more assertive and project himself" "To expand networking and actively involve in discussion, socialise more bla bla". Tapi yea la, he is right. Uhh hate to admit it. But tak de la tak socialise pun.. ade jee cuma.. Whatever. Tapi the positive comments I got "He possess positive attitude" "Able to get job done with little guidance" "Approachable"
On the other note, I got pleasant comments from the colleagues. Thanks a lot guys. That saves me & helps a lot in stabilizing the LBVF score. The comments I got from the colleagues, "Possess good knowledge & constantly looking for innovative ideas" "Approachable & easy to talk to" "Open for discussion & share of knowledge" "Possess good interpersonal skills, able to communicate & deliver message effectively" "Looking forward to learn" "Diligent" "Humble & approachable" "Punctual & reliable".
There are only few negative comments but very delightful & membina, "Need to develop capabilities around business knowledge" "Need to speak up more because he's got bright ideas" "Need to be more confident in presenting ideas". Out of the 4 yang commented (1 superior & 3 colleagues), ada 3 komen yg common which is "Approachable". Ok I bet that is true la kan although I am not very sure approachable rupanya aku ni. So tak sombong la maksudnya kan. hek. Ok, I guess I really need to shine and out-stand. This is the time babeyh. I have to start doing something to improve the lacks and keep on moving forward. Yes. I can. That's the spirit.