Saturday, June 7, 2014

My Brother Got Married ?!!

Hellooooo... ni hao maaaa. Lama tak update dengan cerita yang panjang. Ok meh nak update satu hihi. Last middle of May my brother has got married. And of course a new member in the family, Kak Ain. I am happy for them. The solemnization and wedding receptions for both sides went well Alhamdulillah walapun banyak yang last minute actually. My saudara mara bagus la sebab dorang support pakai baju theme sama so it looks nice. I was the one yang pick the theme color for family to pakai. Grey and Coral. Masa akad nikah pakai hijau. Best pulak tengok abang kawen ni. Rasa macam nak kawen jugak haha tapi it's not easy as that =,= Ok for the rest of the story, let the pictures speak.. hehhe

Before the akads.. somebody was nervous. hekhek
The bride before the akads
Alhamdulillah dah sah..
Pengantins yang ceria. I was the best man of my brother. Penat betul kena kipas haha

Our extended family. +1

I personally love this candid bila semua tak readyy haaha. Those are my auntiesss + cousins

The sums up for reception belah Kapar
The reception belah our side. Pengantins wore blue, we wore coral

Sesi anak beranaks
This was during the akads with my brother. 

Thank you besties for cominggg

Our big family belah abah... 

Taraaaa... and bawah ni is my masterpiece. I buat sendiri wedding reception guestbook ni for reception belah our side. Hahaha macam buruk je tapi jadi lah kannn.. janji ada and people can write their wedding wishes. Semangat betul bintang. hiks

Monday, June 2, 2014

Moving on..

We gotta dream big cause we can. Look up and rise. 

Monday, April 28, 2014



I'm tired. I'm just tired. I don't know how long I can hold. I think I'm not suitable to work at my current place. I'm slow and I don't really understand things. People always say take your time and learn. Honestly, I'm tired. I'm just tired. Sometimes I wonder why I have to be where I am now. It's not that I'm not being grateful. I am grateful. I am very pleased with what I have now. It's just that it doesn't seem right. I don't belong there. 

I wish I know what I want to do in life. I wish have talents.. so if I quit now, I can just start moving on. But I don't have those. I'm just being lucky to get what I already have now. I can't lose it. But I'm just too tired. Tired of being lack. Tired of pretending to be interested into things I don't even fancy. I don't know. Where should I go. I wish life is easy. But it is not. I'm shaping my own life. I have to consider a lot of things. I have to think about others feelings as well. I can't be selfish.

Sometimes I just wish to die. But again.. I'm being selfish. How about my family. How about my parents. They will be sad. I'm such a loser.. indeed. I just need to be patient and do my best. I can't just think about myself. But I just lose my strengths. I really need words of motivation to boost up my spirit. To feel eager to go to work everyday instead of tweeting "malasnya" again and again. I need to be strong. But I don't know for how long. 

I want to go back to Penang. I want to work there. I want to stay near to my parents so I can take care of them. I appreciate them a lots. I want to pay back what they have given this far. I want to buy them good stuffs. I want to bring them for vacations. I want to treat them for good foods. I just want them to be happy. I can't imagine losing them. I love them so much. I wish I can hold a bit longer so I can pay them back. Allah.. please give me strength. Please guide me.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

In need of vacationsss

I am longing for a vacation. Cepat la bulan 6. I have a vacation plan in June. A getaway. Not going far pun but still excited. Can't wait. I just love travelling. Love to go to places that I have never been. To appreciate the beauty. It is something fun for me. Indescribable. The only thing is to find geng travel. I have many friends but to ajak travel nahhh.. tak ramai. Some ada money problem, some tak free, some ada banyak excuses itu ini, some want to save money and bla blaa. That is why I always have different travel partners. Pergi sini dengan orang lain. Pergi sana dengan orang lain. Kan best kalau ada geng yang nak ajak je travel bile bile on jer. That would be cool. Oh man.. I wish I have twinsss hehhe. Ohh how I am longing for beaches... imagining myself walking down the beach wearing singlet and short with shades and hat under the hot sun with breezy wind. The tranquility. I couldn't ask for more.


Today marks 2 years I have been working with PETRONAS. Mixed feelings. But above all, I am grateful.


Wednesday, February 26, 2014


Susah betul nak berubah jadi lebih baik kan. Kalau berubah pun.. just sekejap je lepas tu back to old habits. Pengaruh kawan pun satu. I wish my friends can really understand me. Macam kalau keluar pergi jalan2 ke tengok wayang ape ke make sure singgah surau jugak. Ni sembahyang hari hari pun banyak lopong lopong. I always feel bad each time I missed solat. I know I'm not that religious but I really hope I can be better. Other than that, tak nak lah cakap benda benda mengarut and pointless. One thing with me is I have a bad mouth. I always talk bad about people and stuffs. Exaggerate things apatah lagi. I don't want to say much. I'm saying my apologize to those people who I have made mistakes or have said bad words or anything that might hurt feelings. We don't live forever right and we never know about our 'expiry' date. Good night and have a good day ahead.  

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

2013 throwbacks

It's 2014 can't believe time has passed way too generously. 2014 and I'll be 25..big numbers there. Well, let's not groan.. let's just embrace. Ok let's look what 2013 has offered me. Hujung2 2013 macam tu, I had quite a line of activities with friends, hiking and such lol. It was fun I must say. So I'm expecting more outdoors for 2014. Ok lah let's see where I have been for the past few weeks.

1. Bukit Tabur

Bukit Tabur is situated at Melawati, Kuala Lumpur je so near. Tak ingat macam mana boleh trigger plan nak hike Bukit Tabur ni.. it just came kot. Just like that and we go. Anyway, it was pretty challenging.. tak expect la macam curam and bahaya jugak actually but it was kinda thrill. Bukit Tabur ni batu batu, bukan macam masuk hutan or jungle trekking macam tu. Serius ade checkpoint yang memang steep and kena be extra careful. Hari ni baca news pun ada kes orang tergelincir and injured. Kes maut pun pernah dengar sebelum ni. The most fun part was, we didn't bring any drink. Selamber badak haha. Lepas tu sampai atas baru lah dahaga lah apa lah. Hehehe. Anyway, it was a good experience. 

The view up there was amazing.. worth the climb. Boleh nampak Klang Gate dam and the KL city for sure.

2. Sg. Chiling

Next is Sg. Chiling. Sg. Chiling is situated dekat Kuala Kubu Bharu, on the way up to Bukit Fraser. Yang bestnya sini is sebab bukan datang2 boleh terus mandi sungai.. memang la boleh jugak sebab ada sungai kat depan2 tu tapi the right way is we have to redah sungai sungai and masuk hutan (mcm dlm map bawah ni) before sampai to the main attraction which is the Sg. Chiling waterfall. This one I tell you I was not ready.. totally haha. Physically yes.. tapi dari segi cloth semua memang fail. Siap datang pakai jeans.. and bawa beg shopping, ye la ingat macam sampai2 terus boleh picnic and mandi2 lol. Tu la tak buat lagi research. Sepanjang Sg. Chiling ni ada banyak ikan. Well.. it is also a fish sancturay. I brought my waterproof camera and we took pictures of the fishes menari nari so cool. 

The sungai I tell youuu gila sejukkk air dia.. patut la nama dia Chiling which I think referred to Chilling

3. Bukit Saga

Next is Bukit Saga. Bukit Saga is situated near Ampang. This one I tell uuuu.. memang pancit habis. Eh banyak pulak I tell you I tell you hahaha. Tapi this one serius..naik sikit rest, naik sikit rest. Sebab dia punya trek tu tinggi and dia berbuat bertangga tangga.. like non stop tangga. Sabar je lah. Dah hujung2 tu baru la rata sikit lepas tu sambung lagi tangga. Fuhh memang penat. Berpeluh bai. Tapi yang rewarding sebab kat hujung trek tu ade waterfall kecik. Kecik pun jadi lah.. dapat mandi2 kejap and hilang kan penat. Baru naik level bukit2 dah penat.. kalau gunung tak tau la nak cakap apa lol. This was funnn and exciting. Looking forward for moreeeee. hik