tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48542499405550197782024-03-13T04:26:07.189-07:00the hidden side of me..it's a story of my life.. how i cope with it and the sweet & bitter of the voyagesyafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-32762346829390392482017-10-02T06:12:00.000-07:002017-10-02T06:14:12.171-07:00Bisik Pada Langit- Review<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="text-align: justify;">So I went to watch Bisik Pada Langit recently. I can barely count how many times I went to cinema for Malay movies so this movie better be good. Decided to watch lepas all the good reviews I read in Facebook timeline. </span></div>
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Well, what I can say is it was amazing. I love the movie to bits. Every scene was so lively and the emotion could penetrate deeply. I cried. Yes I cried. The actors were good, they played the characters well. The veterans duo Jalil Hamid and Fadilah Yusof did their part well. Same goes to Beto, Ummi and the young brother, I can't remember his name.</div>
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The movie is about family. How they struggle for a living and eventually something happened that test their patience. There were mix emotions that we can see along the movie. Siblings with different characters altogether. The eldest is cool type, follow orders from his dad. The second one, is spoiled but intelligent. The youngest, the most rebel but has a soft spot deep inside and gifted with skilled hands.</div>
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The plot was simple that I hope maybe it can be developed and di kembangkan more but then I think it's ok la sebab the emotion tu pun dah sampai. So it did justice anyway. Bayangkan kalau plot twist and berjela tapi emotion kosong, tak sampai. Hampeh jugak nanti. And I just knw that the movie was not meant for cinema but for Astro First viewing. So that explained the simple and straight to the point plot. I love it. I just love it. If I were to rate this movie, out of 10 I would give 9.5 !! </div>
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syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-26211255679071914172016-03-12T23:55:00.014-08:002021-06-22T00:15:03.619-07:00Men's dilemma and whatnot<div style="text-align: justify;">
I read somewhere that men aged between 24-29 are having the most difficult part in life. Well, I have to agree with that. At this period of time, men are pressured to be something, to be someone. I am having the same dilemma. What should I become? </div>
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Ambitions are to be chased not forgotten. When I was in school my ambition is to be a teacher. That is the only thing I could think of. But then I took a Business Information System course and when I was in university, I start to think what should I be? </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">There was a time when I'm thinking to be a flight attendant. But I ditched all chances and decided to just follow the flow. </div>
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Good thing of being me is I always see what's coming and think rationally. Well, let's hope this last long. Good luck to me. </div>
syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-57992618234145670402015-10-18T00:15:00.002-07:002015-10-18T00:15:57.242-07:00Knock Knock- Movie Review<div style="text-align: justify;">
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syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-27022874020384583422011-12-07T01:57:00.000-08:002011-12-07T01:58:01.521-08:00Ya RabbiYa-Rabbul Ariffin<br />Tuhanku,Seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia milikku.. tercipta buatku<br />Dekatkan lah hatinya dengan hatiku<br />Tetapkan lah kemesraan antara kami<br />Agar kebahagiaan ini kekal abadi<br /><br />Ya Muhaimin<br />Dan Tuhanku<br />Seiringkan lah kami mengharungi hidup luas ini<br />Ke tepian yang sejahtera<br /><br />Ya Rabbul Fatihin<br />Tetapi Tuhanku yang Maha Pengasih<br />Seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia bukan milikku<br />Bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku<br />Luput dari ingatan ku<br />Dan peliharalah aku dari kecewa<br /><br />Ya Rabbul Izzati<br />Serta Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti<br />Berilah aku kekuatan melontar bayangannya ke dada langit<br />Hilang bersama senja nan merah<br />Dan gelap pekat awan<br />Agar aku bisa bahagia<br />Walaupun tanpa dirinya<br /><br />Ya Rabbul Quddus<br />Dan Tuhanku<br />Biar sekuat mana aku menyintainya<br />Aku pohon agar Tuhanku<br />Melenyapkan perasaan ini<br />Sekiranya dia ditakdirkan bukan milikku<br /><br />Ya Rahman Ya Rahim<br />Tapi sekiranya dia ditakdirkan untukku<br />Kupohan agar takdir memperkuatkan kasihku padanya<br />Selagi tidak melebihi kasihku padaMU<br /><br />Amin.syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-75105974939295607552011-12-02T20:31:00.000-08:002011-12-02T20:51:51.316-08:00Mari tonton filem yuh!<div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">MISTERI JALAN LAMA</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfMiqGjdtxbPrGiimbNLErCp0PAq23bTV51_IVjj4zdMINBJMWBJRouF8_Tt_3BXxkpN6VdpoZzRzNLpPDTWHUoTbHMDQeYjgFwMbIVFXGnyaMu-HtC86pCSllEIg2EIjN_2xcHxFyVA8/s1600/IMAG0451.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfMiqGjdtxbPrGiimbNLErCp0PAq23bTV51_IVjj4zdMINBJMWBJRouF8_Tt_3BXxkpN6VdpoZzRzNLpPDTWHUoTbHMDQeYjgFwMbIVFXGnyaMu-HtC86pCSllEIg2EIjN_2xcHxFyVA8/s400/IMAG0451.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5681755999419876706" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Acap feeling feeling misha omar kuseru. boleh?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">PAPA I ♥ U</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAePoAsf6Iv1rLhyqWQurte6UIa5Ey5YXcUVi1E9G28T3lo28WwZlvMpzDNpl0SegR0mJtoRIZjYlAaHDDVurnlNXNmgBjsaK30TU9RzlvfnrxQbfPm92CaFudv7jtIeu2oiE7oHAzp04/s1600/IMAG0450.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAePoAsf6Iv1rLhyqWQurte6UIa5Ey5YXcUVi1E9G28T3lo28WwZlvMpzDNpl0SegR0mJtoRIZjYlAaHDDVurnlNXNmgBjsaK30TU9RzlvfnrxQbfPm92CaFudv7jtIeu2oiE7oHAzp04/s400/IMAG0450.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5681755985939340690" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Haha nampak macam real hazmi masuk dalam poster. Sentap tak lisa.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">PUSS IN BOOTS</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoiWFrnkmVaTxLonTNIrOYecNB528Jz_PivynozLL4stErEeXWDcxZXC1TeqgkR2lmo-iGtkapBITsfLMwZx-3L4df9z6RpbPJyuQZx7rzBBzu3Z8BS8iv6TBHHR07rPD8lTEgGK9XXDs/s1600/IMAG0442.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoiWFrnkmVaTxLonTNIrOYecNB528Jz_PivynozLL4stErEeXWDcxZXC1TeqgkR2lmo-iGtkapBITsfLMwZx-3L4df9z6RpbPJyuQZx7rzBBzu3Z8BS8iv6TBHHR07rPD8lTEgGK9XXDs/s400/IMAG0442.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5681755981704438866" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Ni la yang dubbing suara Puss dalam movie ni kalau korang nak tau. </div><div style="text-align: center;">The Puss, unmasked. hahaha. ok. tak lawak</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">SONGLAP</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6_DsG6bSfk_z2FTy1hNS3Y7Bntm8PFkJFUXDC-l1GIGec_io3EdaDV4XJOK0KR8pWKvb1iW9YZLe_YjzrOLwWQ15Cd59IgmYNQyIYyds9bVV0YoCkGoCyXFjMMpzcW20vNtcEkKvwLNg/s400/IMAG0452.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5681756003750906450" style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px; " /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Haa. yang ni feeling feeling berlari macam Shaheizy Sam dalam gambar</div><div style="text-align: center;">kat bawah tu. Lari bro lariiii. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Mari mari pergi panggung tengok wayang. Kena la beli yang original atau tengok kat cinema. Kena support industri filem ok. Mesej ini dibawakan percuma atas kesedaran yang tinggi.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Muahahaha. Tak de lah saje je sebab semalam terambik gambar banyak banyak kat poster filem. Anyway, tengok la Puss in boots. Funny and worth watching. Meooooowww~ </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-37636483947018319822011-11-02T06:43:00.000-07:002011-11-02T07:10:30.201-07:00Future careers. I don't have any.<div style="text-align: justify;">Semalam dan hari ni ada Career Placement Week kat UTP. Event tradisi di mana para final sem students sibuk drop resume and attend the interview held by the respective companies macam Proton, Schlumberger, Volkswagen, Dell, Baker Hughes, Shell and lain2.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Honestly, talking about careers, future plans, goals in life and bla bla, I am so far behind. I'm in vague and clueless. Tak tau nak jadi apa, means what position to hold and apply all that. During final sem, we should have already plan our career path, what we want to do and what we want to be.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Well, I myself have fallen into the course I'm not intrigued. That's explain much about this bleak future plan that I still need to work on. A degree in Business Information System. Ok. I still need time to get myself used to it. Such a crap. Padahal dah bear 4 and half years with it.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Actually, I do hope to be employed by PETRONAS. Tapi it seems so hard and way too impossible. Tengoklah, senior yang dah grad pun still tunggu placement. Ini kan we all yang tak grad lagi. Such a fuss. Ability test PETRONAS dah ambik, now kena tunggu result and kalau lepas baru dapat called for Structured Interview.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">I don't put much hope to be called for the interview since the ability test was so hard. The hardest test I could recall. Kalau dapat interview pun kena filter lagi. Aigoo, it's so hard to get employed and work with PETRONAS. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">So tadi I've spread my resumes to some companies yang I'm interested. You know, as a backup plan kalau kalau tak dapat PETRONAS. Shell macam best tapi procedure pun susah jugak macam PETRONAS. Proton pun macam best jugak. They said Proton is willing to pay PETRONAS to have the students they want to hire. How cool is that.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Tapi for sure lah, it must the best one, yang worth they paid for. I don't think I could stand a chance. CGPA pun cukup makan 3.50. Kalau ada rezeki tu, ada la kan. Just work hard, try your best and leave it to Allah. Harap-harap dapat kerja yang best and suits me well. That's all I can hope for. InsyaAllah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div>syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-3751843500650820492011-09-27T07:51:00.000-07:002011-09-27T07:56:35.420-07:00Take a break. Go thru this. Funny!Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.<div><br />Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?</div><div><br />Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!</div><div><br />Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.</div><div><br />Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!</div><div><br />Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?</div><div><br />Murid : Faham, cikgu!</div><div><br />Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.</div><div><br />Murid : (senyap)</div><div><br />Cikgu : Pandai!<br />Murid : Bodoh!<br />Cikgu : Tinggi!<br />Murid : Rendah!<br />Cikgu : Jauh!<br />Murid : Dekat!<br />Cikgu : Keadilan!<br />Murid : UMNO!<br />Cikgu : Salah la pandai!<br />Murid : Betul la bodoh!<br />Cikgu : Bodoh!<br />Murid : Pandai!<br />Cikgu : Bukan!<br />Murid : Ya!<br />Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!<br />Murid : Oh Hamba!<br />Cikgu : Dengar ini!<br />Murid : Dengar itu!<br />Cikgu : Diam!<br />Murid : Bising!<br />Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!<br />Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!<br />Cikgu : Mati aku!<br />Murid : Hidup kami!<br />Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!<br />Murid : Akar lama tak tau!<br />Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!<br />Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!<br />Cikgu : Kamu gila!<br />Murid : Kami siuman!<br />Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!<br />Murid : Kurang! Kurang!<br />Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!<br />Murid : Belum! Belum!<br />Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?<br />Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!<br />Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!<br />Murid : Oh! Mengalah!<br />Cikgu : Kurang ajar!<br />Murid : Cukup ajar!<br />Cikgu : Habis aku!<br />Murid : Kekal kami!<br />Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!<br />Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!<br />Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!<br />Murid : Belum, pandai!<br />Cikgu : Berdiri!<br />Murid : Duduk!<br />Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!<br />Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!<br />Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!<br />Murid : Cerdik kami tu!<br />Cikgu : Rosak!<br />Murid : Baik!<br />Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!<br />Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!</div><div><br />Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar)<div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-42364846792759668442011-08-23T14:27:00.000-07:002011-08-23T14:43:34.030-07:00Serenity<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: center; ">Serenity; a word of tranquility. I miss this word.</div></div><div style="text-align: center;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; "><span class="body" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; ">I wouldn't know how to handle serenity if somebody handed it to me on a plate.</span>
<br /><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; "><a href="http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/d/dustysprin126898.html" style="text-decoration: none; line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span">Dusty Springfield</span></a> </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="body" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; ">Serenity is knowing that your worst shot is still pretty good.</span>
<br /><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; "><a href="http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/j/johnnymill234573.html" style="text-decoration: none; line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span">Johnny Miller</span></a> </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; ">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="body" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; ">Despair is the damp of hell, as joy is the serenity of heaven.</span>
<br /><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; "><a href="http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/j/johndonne165680.html" style="text-decoration: none; line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span">John Donne</span></a> </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; ">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="body" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; ">Boredom is the feeling that everything is a waste of time; serenity, that nothing is.</span>
<br /><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-decoration: none; line-height: normal; "><a href="http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/t/thomasszas121744.html" style="text-decoration: none; line-height: normal; ">Thomas Szasz</a></span> </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; ">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; ">My quote:</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="bodybold" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; ">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span">~ When we spend time with the one we love, we are on our way to serenity. ~</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Syafiq Izzat</span></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><b>
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<br /></span></div>syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-60046964209750771012011-08-23T04:09:00.000-07:002011-08-23T06:43:58.835-07:00It's Fluffy because it's so fluffy.<div style="text-align: justify;">I never like cat. Even, when I'm typing this I still do. Honestly, I'm afraid it will bite and its claw looks pretty much intimidating. I know, it sounds nuts and not cool to say that. But yeah, cat is quite scary to me. It is like a mini tiger. It may look tame but who knows if it can harm people. Ok, drop it. I'm just being insane.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Ok, that was before. Now, I still feel unsafe but however it reduced much. Since when? Since I met this kitten named Fluffy. Yeahhh, I even gave him name. So not me. Fluffy is different than those aggressive cats. It's kinda behave and so of course, so fluffy. It's so fluffy I think I'm gonna die. Muahaha. But now, this kitten has gone. Puas cari tapi tak jumpa.</div><div style="text-align: center;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">May be he's back to his owner kot. Sedih. I shall meet you again little guy becase you are the only cat who failed to scare me. LOL. So adorable, so cute, so fluffy.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
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<br /></div>syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-63583242782043619472011-08-18T07:48:00.000-07:002012-04-12T08:16:14.234-07:00Mana mak?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Mak berdiri di depan pintu. Wajah Mak kelihatan resah. Mak tunggu adik bungsu balik dari sekolah agama. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah baru balik dari sawah. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah tanya Mak, “Along mana?’ </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Mak jawab, “Ada di dapur tolong siapkan makan.” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah tanya Mak lagi,” Angah mana?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Mak jawab, “Angah mandi, baru balik main bola.” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah tanya Mak, “Ateh mana?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Mak jawab, “Ateh, Kak Cik tengok tv dengan Alang di dalam?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah tanya lagi, “Adik dah balik?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Mak jawab, “Belum. Patutnya dah balik. Basikal adik rosak kot. Kejap lagi kalau tak balik juga jom kita pergi cari Adik.”</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Mak jawab soalan ayah penuh yakin. Tiap-tiap hari ayah tanya soalan yang sama. Mak jawab penuh perhatian. Mak ambil berat di mana anak-anak Mak dan bagaimana keadaan anak-anak Mak setiap masa dan setiap ketika.<span id="more-738" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 14px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: inherit; line-height: 20px;">Jam 6.30 petang </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah balik ke rumah. Baju ayah basah. Hujan turun sejak tengahari.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: inherit; line-height: 20px;">Ayah tanya Along, “Mana Mak?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Along sedang membelek-belek baju barunya. Along jawab, “Tak tahu.”</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: inherit; line-height: 20px;">Ayah tanya Angah, “Mana Mak?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Angah menonton tv. Angah jawab, “Mana Angah tahu.”</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: inherit; line-height: 20px;">Ayah tanya Ateh, “Mana Mak?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah menunggu lama jawapan dari Ateh yang asyik membaca majalah. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah tanya Ateh lagi, “Mana Mak?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ateh menjawab, “Entah.” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ateh terus membaca majalah tanpa menoleh kepada Ayah.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: inherit; line-height: 20px;">Ayah tanya Alang, “Mana Mak?” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Alang tidak jawab. Alang hanya mengoncang bahu tanda tidak tahu.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Ayah tidak mahu tanya Kak Cik dan Adik yang sedang melayan facebook. Ayah tahu yang Ayah tidak akan dapat jawapan yang ayah mahu.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Tidak ada siapa tahu di mana Mak. Tidak ada siapa merasa ingin tahu di mana Mak. Mata dan hati anak-anak Mak tidak pada Mak. Hanya mata dan hati Ayah yang mencari-cari di mana Mak. Tidak ada anak-anak Mak yang tahu setiap kali ayah bertanya, “Mana Mak?” Tiba-tiba adik bungsu bersuara, “Mak ni dah senja-senja pun merayap lagi. Tak reti nak balik!!” Tersentap hati Ayah mendengar kata-kata Adik.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Dulu anak-anak Mak akan berlari mendakap Mak apabila balik dari sekolah. Mereka akan tanya “Mana Mak?” apabila Mak tidak menunggu mereka di depan pintu.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Mereka akan tanya, “Mana Mak.” Apabila dapat nomBor 1 atau kaki melecet main bola di padang sekolah. Mak resah apabila anak-anak Mak lambat balik. Mak mahu tahu di mana semua anak-anaknya berada setiap waktu dan setiap ketika. Sekarang anak-anak sudah besar. Sudah lama anak-anak Mak tidak bertanya ‘Mana Mak?”</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Semakin anak-anak Mak besar, soalan “Mana Mak?” semakin hilang dari bibir anak-anak Mak . Ayah berdiri di depan pintu menunggu Mak. Ayah resah menunggu Mak kerana sudah senja sebegini Mak masih belum balik. Ayah risau kerana sejak akhir-akhir ini Mak selalu mengadu sakit lutut.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Dari jauh kelihatan sosok Mak berjalan memakai payung yang sudah uzur. Besi-besi payung tercacak keluar dari kainnya. Hujan masih belum berhenti. Mak menjinjit dua bungkusan plastik. Sudah kebiasaan bagi Mak, Mak akan bawa sesuatu untuk anak-anak Mak apabila pulang dari berjalan.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Sampai di halaman rumah Mak berhenti di depan deretan kereta anak-anak Mak. Mak buangkan daun-daun yang mengotori kereta anak-anak Mak. Mak usap bahagian depan kereta Ateh perlahan-lahan. Mak rasakan seperti mengusap kepala Ateh waktu Ateh kecil. Mak senyum. Kedua bibir Mak diketap repat. Senyum tertahan, hanya Ayah yang faham. Sekarang Mak tidak dapat lagi merasa mengusap kepala anak-anak seperti masa anak-anak Mak kecil dulu. Mereka sudah besar. Mak takut anak Mak akan menepis tangan Mak kalau Mak lakukannya.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: inherit; line-height: 20px;">Lima buah kereta milik anak-anak Mak berdiri megah. Kereta Ateh paling gah. Mak tidak tahu pun apa kehebatan kereta Ateh itu. Mak cuma suka warnanya. Kereta warna merah bata, warna kesukaan Mak. Mak belum merasa naik kereta anak Mak yang ini. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Baju mak basah kena hujan. Ayah tutupkan payung mak. Mak bagi salam. Salam Mak tidak berjawab. Terketar-ketar lutut Mak melangkah anak tangga. Ayah pimpin Mak masuk ke rumah. Lutut Mak sakit lagi.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Mak letakkan bungkusan di atas meja. Sebungkus rebung dan sebungkus kuih koci pemberian Mak Uda untuk anak-anak Mak. Mak Uda tahu anak-anak Mak suka makan kuih koci dan Mak malu untuk meminta untuk bawa balik. Namun raut wajah Mak sudah cukup membuat Mak Uda faham.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Semasa menerima bungkusan kuih koci dari Mak Uda tadi, Mak sempat berkata kepada Mak Uda, “Wah berebutlah budak-budak tu nanti nampak kuih koci kamu ni.”</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Sekurang-kurangnya itulah bayangan Mak. Mak bayangkan anak-anak Mak sedang gembira menikmati kuih koci sebagimana masa anak-anak Mak kecil dulu. Mereka berebut dan Mak jadi hakim pembuat keputusan muktamad. Sering kali Mak akan beri bahagian Mak supaya anak-anak Mak puas makan. Bayangan itu sering singgah di kepala Mak.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Ayah suruh Mak tukar baju yang basah itu. Mak akur.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Selepas Mak tukar baju, Ayah iring Mak ke dapur. Mak ajak anak-anak Mak makan kuih koci. Tidak seorang pun yang menoleh kepada Mak. Mata dan hati anak-anak Mak sudah bukan pada Mak lagi.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Mak hanya tunduk, akur dengan keadaan.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Ayah tahu Mak sudah tidak boleh mengharapkan anak-anak melompat-lompat gembira dan berlari mendakapnya seperti dulu.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Ayah temankan Mak makan. Mak menyuap nasi perlahan-lahan, masih mengharapkan anak-anak Mak akan makan bersama. Setiap hari Mak berharap begitu. Hanya Ayah yang duduk bersama Mak di meja makan setiap malam. Ayah tahu Mak penat sebab berjalan jauh. Siang tadi Mak pergi ke rumah Mak Uda di kampung seberang untuk mencari rebung. Mak hendak masak rebung masak lemak cili api dengan ikan masin kesukaan anak-anak Mak. Ayah tanya Mak kenapa Mak tidak telefon suruh anak-anak jemput. Mak jawab, “Saya dah suruh Uda telefon budak-budak ni tadi, tapi Uda kata semua tak berangkat.”</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Mak minta Mak Uda telefon anak-anak untuk beritahu yang Mak tidak boleh berjalan balik sebab hujan. Lutut Mak akan sakit kalau sejuk. Ada sedikit harapan di hati Mak agar salah seorang anak Mak akan menjemput Mak dengan kereta. Mak teringin kalau Ateh yang datang menjemput Mak dengan kereta barunya. Tidak ada siapa yang datang jemput Mak.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: inherit; line-height: 20px;">Mak tahu anak-anak mak tidak sedar telefon berbunyi. Mak ingat kata-kata ayah, “Kita tak usah susahkan anak-anak. Selagi kita mampu kita buat saja sendiri apa-apa pun. Mereka ada kehidupan masing-masing. Tak payah sedih-sedih. Maafkan sajalah anak-anak kita. Tak apalah kalau tak merasa menaiki kereta mereka sekarang. Nanti kalau kita mati kita masih ada peluang merasa anak-anak mengangkat kita kat bahu mereka.” </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Mak faham buah hati Mak semua sudah besar. Along dan Angah sudah beristeri. Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik masing-masing sudah punya buah hati sendiri yang sudah mengambil tempat Mak di hati anak-anak Mak.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Pada suapan terakhir, setitik air mata Mak jatuh ke pinggan. Kuih koci masih belum diusik oleh anak-anak Mak.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: inherit; line-height: 20px;">Beberapa tahun kemudian Mak Uda tanya Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik, “Mana mak?”. Hanya Adik yang jawab, “Mak dah tak ada.” </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Kini Mak sudah berada di sisi Tuhannya bukan di sisi anak-anak Mak lagi.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Dalam isakan tangis, Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik menerpa kubur Mak. Hanya batu nisan yang berdiri terpacak. Batu nisan Mak tidak boleh bersuara. Batu nisan tidak ada tangan macam tangan Mak yang selalu memeluk erat anak-anaknya apabila anak-anak datang menerpa Mak semasa anak-anak Mak kecil dulu.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Mak pergi semasa Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik berada jauh di bandar. Kata Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik mereka tidak dengar handphone berbunyi semasa ayah telepon untuk beritahu mak sakit tenat.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Mak faham, mata dan telinga anak-anak Mak adalah untuk orang lain bukan untuk Mak. Hati anak-anak Mak bukan milik Mak lagi. Hanya hati Mak yang tidak pernah diberikan kepada sesiapa, hanya untuk anak-anak Mak..</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-style: inherit;">Ayah sedih sebab tiada lagi suara Mak yang akan menjawab soalan Ayah, ”Mana Along?” , “Mana Angah?”, “Mana Ateh?”, “Mana Alang?”, “Mana Kak Cik?” atau “Mana Adik?”. Hanya Mak saja yang rajin menjawab soalan ayah itu dan jawapan Mak memang tidak pernah silap. Mak sentiasa yakin dengan jawapannya sebab mak ambil tahu di mana anak-anaknya berada pada setiap waktu dan setiap ketika. Anak-anak Mak sentiasa di hati Mak tetapi hati anak-anak Mak ada orang lain yang mengisinya.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Ayah sedih. Di tepi kubur Mak, Ayah bermonolog sendiri, “Mulai hari ini tidak perlu bertanya lagi kepada Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik , “Mana mak?” ”</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">“Ayah, ayah….bangun.” Suara Ateh memanggil ayah. Ayah pengsan sewaktu turun dari kereta Ateh..</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Terketar-ketar ayah bersuara, “Mana Mak?”</span></div>
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This is FUNNY! Btw, my name is not funny k. LOL!</div>
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Honestly speaking, I'm not that clever or a scorer. I'm just an average type of student who always try hard to get good marks in exams. I believe everyone can succeed if they work hard. Kalau orang tu rajin berusaha, he surely will succeed. Orang yang pandai semuanya rajin. The keyword here is Rajin.</div>
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Since in primary school, I'm so passionate to score in term of test marks. Always try to get higher marks than previous test. I had this book which I wrote the test marks for every subject and from the records, I came out with graphs. Simply to see how is my performance. I even jotted down other people's marks, the top scorers in the class. So that I know, where is my position.</div>
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Now in UTP, the passion is still there tapi dah tak de lah sampai nak tulis every test marks and buat graf semua. Dulu foundation ada buat tapi bila dah start degree, dah stop buat semua tu. Kat UTP, my result sampai sekarang ni boleh la. Average je. Tapi alhamdulillah, syukur dengan apa Allah bagi.</div>
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I always remember my GPA even since foundation pun. For me, GPA is so important. It's a benchmark of our study and how good we are.</div>
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Foundation first sem<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>: 3.57</div>
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Second year, second sem<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>: 3.46</div>
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Last Wednesday, we have this Dean's List Award Buka Puasa Dinner for DL achievers for previous semesters. It was fun to gather with coursemates and taking pictures. The event was handled by Syntech juniors and it was quite bleak. Never the less, it ran smooth except for the cert's collection yang macam huru hara sikit with the light went off out of a sudden.</div>
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It is just a random topic cause suddenly I think about them.</div>
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I spent too little time with family. Too little time with friends as well.</div>
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So many plans can be executed if let say the break is for a month. Sad.</div>
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Ok back to the topic. Parents. I feel intimidated actually.</div>
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Because my parents are getting old as time passed.</div>
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How my married life would be later on. </div>
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Can't wait to finish my study soon so that I can work.</div>
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I want to give some amount of money to them.</div>
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I want to bring them to vacations.</div>
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I want to buy beautiful stuffs for them.</div>
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I want to buy anything they want.</div>
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And I would always take care of them once they are not capable.</div>
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Like they did the same to me when I was young.</div>
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Abah, Mak. I want you guys to be proud of me.</div>
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Like I always proud of you guys. (Nangis laju-laju)</div>
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I love them a lot!</div>
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Your Thoughtful Son.</div>
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It was a big mistake that I have done ever since! I should have not watch this movie, it was annoying. </div>
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First, the screen was laden with words, prone to say that the movie is supported with all kind of organizations. First impression, impressive! But then, the screen went blank! All we could hear was irritating sound which I first thought it was the cinema's technical problem. Guess what, it was part of the story! derrrr, then someone emerged out of the dark with the lighter on. Here the hero came.</div>
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He was in the coffin out of nowhere and he got a cell phone and knife together with him and not to forget, a pencil which I don't know where it came from. Starting from the first scene to the last one, all took place in the coffin! I went half mad in the cinema, hoping there would be at least another actor or actress, but well it seems like the movie is all his.</div>
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Ryan Reynolds conquered the movie from the beginning to the end! Bravoooo! The ending itself was absurd, he ended up to die in the coffin after all the efforts?? So, what's the point then? On hope he was safe after the sand leakage into the coffin, something like "Rodrigo Film" appeared on the screen, the end.</div>
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What the heck! If you are so obsess with this guy and raring to see only him for the next 1 and 30 minutes long on the widescreen, only then I suggest you to watch this crap. I bet you won't.</div>syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4854249940555019778.post-76181201561776022892008-05-21T10:20:00.001-07:002009-03-14T07:33:58.052-07:00let the story begins..<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEje2qZxdeRRLN8JGoH-jxZ_RmZwWCa1046UF5A2YMIunSwd6-boGnvt8icmxG3EqIGt6_1BIwwwZRmKysQX1gT-V4xQj1wgv8S7nHuxH3ps5O59kjYCuZWcFKPLMZYPVsCKKZiKeEyhvkk/s1600-h/Image009.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5203150193947939170" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEje2qZxdeRRLN8JGoH-jxZ_RmZwWCa1046UF5A2YMIunSwd6-boGnvt8icmxG3EqIGt6_1BIwwwZRmKysQX1gT-V4xQj1wgv8S7nHuxH3ps5O59kjYCuZWcFKPLMZYPVsCKKZiKeEyhvkk/s320/Image009.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="color:#3366ff;">study2..chaiyo!bbssyyyyahhh..</span></div><div><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#3366ff;">on 20 of May around 12 am,i finally have my own blog,hu2..I don't know much about all this stuff and only decide to have my own blog after being introduced by <strong>Aznin</strong>..so, let the story of mine begins,hu2..cm suspen je,he3.. </span></div>syafiq izzathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16706581938402404881noreply@blogger.com0